The There Blog

Because Gertrude Stein said "there is no there there."

Thursday, June 30, 2005

thank god it's done

My neck hurts, my eyes hurt, my brain hurts, and the article I've been working on for the past month is finished. And not before time. I've spent the last couple hours reading it over, making minor changes, but it's done. Now it's Jessica's problem, and I can go to New York City next week with a clear conscience.
And with a word count of 5,890, it's nearly twice what was asked for. I expect Jessica will need to cut it down quite a bit, but even if it stays above 4,000 words, that's a pretty nice chunk of money. Not that I'm saying money is just one of the reasons I write. Sometimes, it's the only reason.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

poets eat

I went out to dinner last night with a few other poets in the Mills program. There's talk of starting up a writing group, which would be a good thing. It might spur me to do a bit more writing this summer than I've been working on.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Eminent Domain

For a man who doesn't own property, Adam is rather upset about the Supreme Court ruling affirming the use of eminent domain for private development. From Friday's Washington Post:

The Supreme Court ruled yesterday that local governments may force property owners to sell out and make way for private economic development when officials decide it would benefit the public, even if the property is not blighted and the new project's success is not guaranteed.

Last night, Adam seemed a bit downcast; he admitted he was troubled by the eminent domain ruling, and was considering taking action, perhaps through a ballot referendum. He can take comfort that he's not the only one who's worried.

Brrrrr...

The coldest winter I ever spent was summer in San Francisco.

Friday, June 24, 2005

total oblivousness

Andy just called to assure me that his apartment hasn't burned down. Why? Because a fire broke out in the building across the street from my apartment--the building he and Scottie just move into. And he figured I would have seen all of the fire trucks and gotten worried. Of course, I've been in the living room and hadn't heard or noticed a thing.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

a lot less of us than I remember

This morning, after lifting weights together, Adam told me he'd been going through some old photos, and found some pictures of us from Fourth of July two years ago. He said he was amazed by how we looked then. (Fatter, but he didn't want to say that out loud.) I guess exercising every day can have an effect.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

joy

I am finally caught up with my transcription. Finally. And it feels good. Now I can begin writing.

a new project?

Here's something interesting. I got an email regarding a possible project; here's the main part:

I have a proposal for you concerning some ongoing work w. the irvine grant on oakland - stuff coming out of the class you took with Juliana.

The big question in my mind is: Will I get any money? I know, I sound so mercenary, but I'm not sure I have the time to tackle projects for free. Not that I need much money to be interested. I can be had pretty cheaply these days.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Tilda Swinton, please

I just finished Orlando, and I have to say: I think I like the movie better than the book. Is that wrong?

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Wagner in Spaaaaaace

Adam has got me reading this sci-fi series by Stephen Donaldson. It took a little to get into the Gap cycle, but I really got into it yesterday. I had to send the book I'm reading away with him today so I could get some work done. I don't think Adam minded being asked to confiscate the series, as it means I'm pretty hooked. It's one of his favorite series. He likes it because of the realism of space and the political intrigue. I like it because it's based on Richard Wagner's Ring cycle.

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

feeling productive

I've nearly finished my transcribing--just in time to do more interviews, and create more transcription work. OK, enough complaining about that. (It is better to do phone interviews than email interviews--you get better material, and it's ultimately worth the extra work. Now if I could just get better at targeting my questions...)

I'm also in a good mood because I got my hair cut yesterday, and I still like it today (Adam will be very pleased to know that). And, I've decided to get Hoa's help on a lament series that Juliana Spahr recommended I send to Tinfish. I'll feel better having another pair of eyes look at the poems. And Hoa's really good.

Monday, June 13, 2005

wine and cheese

Nissa's opening Saturday night was quite the success. We had a lot of fun at the event. She got a pretty large crowd, the wine flowed, the food was good, and everyone walked around admiring the paintings. I hope she was able to attract some interest in her work.

Friday, June 10, 2005

a bit contrary

I feel bad. I was a bit contrary and snippy with Nissa earlier today, when she came by to print out a copy of her bio for her art opening. There was no call for it, other than I'd spent the day with a tape recorder and a laptop.

[Sample conversation:
Nissa: "It's really hot today."
Loretta: "It can't be that hot, or it would be sweltering in here."
Yeah, I was that lame.]

So I'll make it up by plugging her show:

Afterimages: Dreamscapes
Body180
3530 Grand Ave. #2, Oakland
Opening: Sat. June 11, 6:30-8:00
Show extends through July

knit 1, knit 2 together

I've been working on my transcribing today. Of course, because over time the work hurts my back and numbs my mind (or is it the other way around?) I've been taking lots of little breaks. Today, that has meant alternating with knitting. The good news: my gray boucle hat is nearly done. The bad news: I still have a lot of transcribing left.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

transcription in my future

I've had a fairly busy (and successful) morning, completing another interview for the article I'm writing. It's a mixed blessing, though: every interview completed is another tape that needs to be transcribed before I can write the article. Still, I'm confident I'll at least have enough material to put together a pretty solid article, a "B" paper for sure.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

rainy days

Sure, it's a cliche, but today's rain is so dreary, and has really got me down.

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One thing I've been thinking a lot about is the difference between an objective presentation and a polemic. Not that it's ever possible to be objective, but I've been trying to keep the persuasion limited to a presentation of facts (certainly the facts or ideas I choose, and the ones I omit will have a polemic effect). What has intrigued me is the ability for readers/viewers to put their own feelings, ideas, politics, wants, needs on top of an artwork. The Center for Land Use Interpretation has a feature about a telecom hotel in downtown L.A. that seems to be wide-open to interpretation.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

prospects for poetry

I had to get my car smog-checked today. A real bother, and money I'd rather not have spent. I don't suppose there's any poetry in the experience of a smog-test. There is, however, poetry in the prospect of a trip to New York City. I'm going in a month's time, and I've never been before (I reckon a night spent in an airport hotel in Queens because I missed my connection hardly counts).

Monday, June 06, 2005

rather cold for June

I can't believe how cold it's been today, mid-60s in June! Of course, it is the bay area, and we always paraphrase Mark Twain on the coldest winter he ever spent--summer in San Francisco.

Friday, June 03, 2005

Orlando finds beauty is not truth, nor truth beauty

I've been rereading Virginia Woolf's Orlando, and it has rather more to say about poetry, art, and literature than I remember (I think the gender-bending stuck with me the first time). Here is Orlando thinking about poetry, and the (in)ability of words to describe reality or truth:

'... Why not simply say what one means and leave it?'
So then he tried saying the grass is green and the sky is blue and so to propitiate the austere spirit of poetry whom still, though at a great distance, he could not help reverencing. 'The sky is blue,' he said, 'the grass is green.' Looking up, he saw that, on the contrary, the sky is like the veils which a thousand Madonnas have let fall from their hair; and the grass fleets and darkens like a flight of girls fleeing the embraces of hairy satyrs from enchanted woods. 'Upon my word,' he said ... 'I don't see that one's more true than another. Both are utterly false.' And he despaired of being able to solve the problem of what poetry is and what truth is and fell into a deep dejection.

Perhaps deep dejection is the only proper response to these problems. Maybe language will never get us any closer to truth. Maybe poetry isn't even trying to do that anymore.
Some poets have thought the answer is to stop trying to describe truth with language, but instead to use language for its own ends; still, I think a lot of those experiments have been taken as far as they can go into abstraction, noise, nothingness. I read an interesting post on the Buffalo poetics list recently talking about how language poetics needs to move from post-modernism to a kind of mannerism. It was an interesting proposal, and perhaps an idea whose time has come.

getting an early start on the day

I got an early start today, doing an interview for an article I'm working on first thing (well, maybe second thing). I think the first interview for an article is always the hardest, because I have no idea where the story is going to go, and no idea what questions will elicit useful answers. I think the first interview also sets the tone of the rest, because if it's difficult or combative, I can bet the others will be, too. Luckily, this one went pretty well, and I didn't sound too much like an idiot. I hope.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

finally, something nice happens

So all of the hoping and speculation is over. I have been offered the assistantship in the office of grad studies. Here's the money quote from the email:

On behalf of the Office of Graduate Studies, I am pleased to notify you will be awarded an Assistantship for 2005-2006 granted by this office.  Your official contract will be sent to you soon.  As agreed, you will work in the Office of Graduate Studies.  

I must say I'd rather despaired of getting it. I hadn't heard anything in two weeks, so I sent an email this morning to check in. I was rather surprised by the good news; I've been preparing for the worst the past week, and I'd hesitated to ask as I thought it would just hasten the bad news. As it turns out, it hastened news of another sort entirely.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

580 Split Call for Submissions

The reading period for issue 8 of 580 Split begins July 1 and extends through November 1. 580 Split, an annual journal of arts and literature, is both the convergence and divergence of many roads: a place of risk and possibility. The journal, which publishes innovative and experimental prose, poetry, and art, was named for the 580 Split, a risky jumble of ramps, overpasses, and interchanges, where highways cross, merge, intersect, and branch out in every direction.

580 Split
Mills College
P.O. Box 9982
Oakland, CA 94613
www.580split.com


Include a cover letter with your name, address, phone number and email, submission titles, and biographical note of under 40 words. Submissions not accompanied by an SASE will not be considered. Simultaneous submissions are okay, as long as you let us know immediately if your work is accepted elsewhere. No previously published submissions will be accepted. Email submissions accepted only from authors living overseas. Please address your submission to Poetry Editor, Fiction Editor, or Art Editor. The postmark deadline is November 1. We may take until March to respond to your submission.
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Poetry: Must be typed and include name, address, phone number, and email on all pages. Submit up to 5 poems. No maximum length, but long poems must be really stellar. Translations welcomed, if accompanied with permission of author/rights holder. Special formatting might be adjusted to fit our page size.