breathe

Just trying to hold on to everything that is spinning around me. I've got, maybe 2 or 3 weeks and then this whole experience will wrap up with bright bow. I get how people might become perpetual students because I so don't want this to end. The other side of it, though, is that it's time to move on, to make my plans for the future, to achieve some sort of life as an artist/writer/poet. No longer in training for that future but living in it.